glamourous demeanour

Friday, May 27 06:40

itssupposedtobeahappyday.
isupposetosmile-frommyheart.
butsomehowijustcan't.
weishenmeishuodezhenmeirongyi
yaozuojuezhenmeinanne?
isaidiwillforgetiwill
ipromisedmyselfto
iforcemyselfto
butseeingyou
whenyoustarttoaskagain
itjusthavetocomeback
why?
whycantweforgeteachother?
whyholdontoeachother?
sometimesidohatemyself
zhendenameinanma?
zhendebunengwangma?

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